12122011

Its December December! December is here!
Once again, its my favorite time of the year (:

Begrudgingly, i'll admit, i'm still feeling melancholy
I've got a direction in mind now.
No, im not lost anymore.
Yet, there's a lack of zest and drive to reach that goal.

V & I shall work hard and save up to afford the rental of a small unit in west/central area where his family & i can stay together.

Thinking about the achievement of this goal makes me happy.

Yet, there is a sense of something seeping away from me.
I can't find the right words to describe this for i am still unsure what exactly is missing

Last night, V & I caught "New Year's Eve" at lot 1 Shaw Theatres and it was a great movie.
Whilst TBB left the theatres feeling motivated, KBB left feeling sad.
Nowadays, the lingering sadness is unexplained and backed by no cause.

& KBB doesnt understand why.