Quiet Christmas

Before, it was just me against the world. Then, you came.

12122011

Its December December! December is here!
Once again, its my favorite time of the year (:

Begrudgingly, i'll admit, i'm still feeling melancholy
I've got a direction in mind now.
No, im not lost anymore.
Yet, there's a lack of zest and drive to reach that goal.

V & I shall work hard and save up to afford the rental of a small unit in west/central area where his family & i can stay together.

Thinking about the achievement of this goal makes me happy.

Yet, there is a sense of something seeping away from me.
I can't find the right words to describe this for i am still unsure what exactly is missing

Last night, V & I caught "New Year's Eve" at lot 1 Shaw Theatres and it was a great movie.
Whilst TBB left the theatres feeling motivated, KBB left feeling sad.
Nowadays, the lingering sadness is unexplained and backed by no cause.

& KBB doesnt understand why.

April lovesssssssssss Coffee

New name, New beginnings, i'm leaving my past behind.
I'm not gonna be a crazy, emotional and overwrought person who gets upset over the littlest of matters.
I'm not going to depend on any other person.

I will be strong.
I will be independent.
I will find myself, I will be me.

I will be happy.

Whitey & Its Awesome iphone Apps!

this picture was edited by 3 Apps! Brightening and smoothen-ing of the picture plus a shadowy border! Makes me wonder if i should concentrate on whitening instead of tanning?
The downside is that tanning is natural and free whilst whitening is chemical-ridden and extremely costly.

i love these two cherry red pictures! These were completely unedited and taken under office lighting! WooHoo!

Jagavee

because tbb loves taking photos of me looking blur and candid. Lol!

V's currently into photography and raves on about how fine a Canon DSLR is. Jagavee's really hurt but i'm standing by him! I'm bringing him out more often now to take photos and what nots and these pictures were all taken by trusty Jagavee!

his attempts to change the ISO settings to capture a better picture

hmmmm. i think the first picture reflects the object more realistically!

I was heading to Grandma's to bring Ahma Ahgong out to dinner with my mum @ Seafood Paradise at Senja-Cashew CC.
Since V lives so near Pending right now, i convinced him to walk me over to my Grandma's and because he refused to bring waffy home with him, i forced him to take the first shot above!
Seeing as he looked good, i took another shot for him, without waffy this time.
These shots were taken consecutively without changing any settings but the lighting turned out different. hmm i wonder why. and as you can see, he is pro Canon DSLR .

on that day, i deliberately dabbed on concealer and applied blusher before heading to Grandma's cause she always says my "face green green" (direct translation)

butttttttttt. it doesnt seem to have that much of a difference from the photos. LOL!

Went over and saw Aunty Lucy and Sharon at their place as well. They came to Singapore a few months back as Sharon prepares for her final exam to become a doctor.
Sounds pretty impressive huh? (:
Aunty Lucy is here to accompany her stay in Singapore and whilst she is here, she momentarily stopped her baking business back in Sabah and, i believe, is concentrating on her MLM business on NuLife products. Although good, the products are a tad too pricey for me.
Much as i'd like to, i cant support her business in that area :/

Sharon had an assignment to rush so she didnt join us for dinner and Aunty Lucy stayed behind to accompany her.


the total bill amounted to $103 for 6 dishes.
it wasnt that fab, it was only slightly above average yet superbly pricey. However, there were long queues of families waiting to enter the restaurant :/
so many rich people in Singapore meh?

lols. but i'll give it to them that we did not try the crab/fish/prawn/seafood dish (although we were at a seafood restaurant) and the bill is already $100+ ?!!

Maybe it was because they served tea in a golden kettle. LOL!

i ♥ chocolates